Thursday June 15th 2006...

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sorrow
1[u] a feeling of great sadness, usually because someone has died or because something terrible has happened to you:He expressed his sorrow at my father's death.
2[c] an event or situation that makes you feel great sadness: the family's joys and sorrows
3 more in sorrow than in anger in a way that shows you are sad or dissapointed rahter than angry about a particular situation
sorrow literary very sad

I'm alright really... I've been really thinking... alot of stuffs... when I'm alone... when i'm night cycling alone... laying on my bed trying to drift into sleep... walking from one point to another... waiting for andy to show up... thinking thinking thinking...

ABOUT WHAT?

Lotsa stuffs... I'm questioning my passion for shoes today...

I've told Ihsan to help me sell my stuff... I gave a few pairs and sold a pair or two away already... I guess... here it is then... shoes are my life... I'll still buy a good one or two to rock to school or to town really...

I still got mine starting fives, my RUN DMC, Visvim, AJ IV, wonkas, AJ XX... yeah... I'll keep them... and the one pair to rule them all... the AJ XI... from jiawei... thanks dude...

Alot of people help me... I gotta thank you guys... Mad ups to Stevo', jerry, steph andy... yc mahar all of you... thank you... haha... feels like i won a award... but... as much as i want to be helped... i can only help myself now...

Orite...


Last friday was bandz out... pretty dissapointed that suhime and his crew dint perform... but it was cool to see jerry breaking... here is jerry taking a break...


This is Jerry doin his tang... Real cool... Im getting him to teach me the ROBOT...

saturday...

Been to my brother's place to check out my room...


My table... I miss the iverson cut out there... haha... but im glad my bro dint tear it down...


My bro's MAC... actually its my sis in law... and she's pregnant with a baby girl! Congrats... I'm gonna be a uncle... again.... Uncle of four... And i still cant think like one... hai...


I've cooked my own meal over the weekend... Fry the egg... the rice was there and the chicken i just heated up.. pretty cool... i enjoy cooking... but hate washing... haha...


This is a 5 star match... I swear! 12-3!


On monday... i went to paya lebar to check the printing out... the sun was blazing... oh and the bridge to the print shop was really a thin plank of metal... I had alot of trouble tryin to clear it...


After clearing the bridge... Comes another obstacle... The path is wide enough for one person! Damm... I gotta trade body heat with an uncle here...


After locating the block... I walked in and found there no damm lift!!! really... YC's "life is simple" keep playing in my head... so up n go... like untill the 3rd floor when i look across... theres a damn lift!!! not one but 3!! Got up check with the uncle how much the print would go... he say 15... but it will be an iron on print... which sucks... cuz it doesnt stay!!!


the design... i really dont hope to see it scrap... cuz i really put alot of tot into them... but it looks like i'll hav to take the girl out and leave the wording black... i really really wanna get it done... i hope you guys would still be interested...


After tat was waiting for the lift down... when it did came... i walk right in and smash my nose to the pole...

Yesterday... went to school for remedial... understood the test abit more... the fella's went to K box... which i really wanna be there... i could hav sang wo ai tai mei... but there was no MC hotdog...

Then went to SP to help ah wee with his proj... the trip there from school is pure torture... listening to zhang zhen yue's songs... those songs really put me tru some deep thoughts... sigh...


This machine... As long as it doesnt have drills they are nice machines... I'm thinking hard about goin to get my teeth done... But i swore to my boys the day i go to a dental clinic is the day i step into a tattoo parlor and get a tat...

Then took a bus down from SP to orchard...The wait for the bus was long... The couple at the bus stop next to me makes the wait seems forever...


I wasnt able to get shots of those fake LV sellers...

Today...


Its really tough being alone... Even though im used to it... but this time... it feel alot different... like... you're... just alone... really...


Went back to school... Joined the damn committee and im given the task to create a school website... this is gonna be tough...

PAIN PAIN GO AWAY... COME NEVER AGAIN...

I sound really bad over the phone i thought... I must have shot myself in the leg again...

I'm not giving up though... I'm gonna wait... Till ur comfortable with me again... Till you will give me that one chance...

Maybe then... I'll take you to the zoo...

Maybe then... I would trade my beloved nikes for new balance...

Maybe then... I would realise my dreams and be at oregon beaverton...

Maybe then... Shevchenko would go back to Milan...

Maybe then... Suhime would embrace his looks...

Maybe then... YC will be free from his long wait...

Maybe then... The olsen twins would grow old and fat...

Maybe then... Chloe and Dennis really realise his 5yr plan...

Maybe then... Steph mom would be rid of her ailment...

Maybe then... I would be the uncle of 8...

Maybe then... Park Ji Sung is the next korean hunk...

Maybe then... Corrine Shan would recive a good piece of work from me...

Maybe then... Jerry would won some break dancing contest...

Maybe then... Stevo is the next singing sensation since Fei ge... He'll be Fa ge...

Maybe then... Andy would own his own ferrari...

Maybe then... Chopard would look better...

Maybe then... AVP 2 is out...

Maybe then... Air Jordan XXX is out...

Maybe then... Matthew would strike big with his bookie job...

Maybe then... Nigo and edison chen is my 2nd degree friends...

Maybe then... England would have won their 2nd world cup...

Maybe then... Lakers would have won one more championship...

Maybe then... Charmed is back for another season...



Maybe then... It'll stop raining and I can go out to cycle...



Maybe then... I'll have that one chance...



Maybe then... I wouldnt feel so much sorrow...



Maybe then... I could really rest my head and sleep with ease...